The Untold Story…continued
April 2, 2009
The whole reason for the untold story yesterday in the parable of the sower was because of a conversation I had with a co-worker. During our conversation I was being cynical and pessimistic and complaining about people who go to church, listen to the word, and then do nothing. I complained about how the church is producing these types of people left and right, but not producing people who are going out and producing a harvest beyond their wildest dreams. Of course he is very optimistic and shared with me, that even the seed eaten by the birds eventually could be deposited onto the good soil. Hummm! Hope? Grace? Redemption? Second chances? Never give up on people? These were all thoughts that have continued to flow through my mind over the past two days as I’ve been convicted about my negative attitude.
If you watched the little video clip above, from the movie The Bucket List, you got to see one of my favorite parts in the movie. It’s funny and raw, but I think it’s a wonderful story, the story about the Kopi Luwak coffee bean. If you’ve seen the movie you’ll remember how Morgan Freeman’s character shares this story with Jack Nicholson’s character by having him read it out loud. Of course, Nicholson’s character is not too pleased to find out his favorite and extremely expensive coffee is the bi-product of a tree cat. It’s the combination of the bean and the gastric juices of the tree cat that gives the coffee its unique flavor and aroma.
Even if you are the most committed coffee drinker you have to be asking yourself, how can tree cat crap make coffee taste that good? Not sure I’d want to find out. But, it does paint a beautiful picture of how something that sounds disgusting can become something loved and desired by others.
For me, the untold story is full of hope and redemption. The bird may represent the evil one, but even the evil one does not have power over the redeeming grace of God. The seed passing through the digestive system represents the Hell so many of us allow ourselves to be in by not listening to God’s word, but hope lies is in the fact that the digestive system (Hell) doesn’t have to be the end. Soon we may find ourselves deposited onto good soil where God can use us to produce a crop beyond our wildest dreams. God is redeeming and restoring everything so we should never give up and never lose hope.
Life’s Like a Jump Rope…
March 26, 2009
…Up Down, Up Down, Up Down, Up Down, Yeah…..because it will get hard, remember life’s like a jump rope!
I woke up humming this song in my head this morning and I’ve still not been able to stop humming it. It’s on the new album that came out on Tuesday, Approaching Normal, by Blue October. When I heard it the first time I thought, “my gosh this song should be the theme song for Retread and it should be playing in the back ground when you pull up our website.” Check out some of the lyrics in this song.

Remember how you used to say
“you couldn’t wait till tomorrow for a brand new day”
no fuss when ya had to ride the bus
you could add a little blush
just to paralyze your school crush
now your older and the weight upon your shoulder
makes the world a little colder
no more hidin in the old days
be strong
don’t give up hope
it will get hard
cause life’s like a jump rope
…up down, up down, up down, up down….yeah….because it will get hard, remember life’s like a jump rope!
there’ll be a bump there will be a bruise
there’ll be alarms and there will be a snooze
there’ll be a path that you will get to choose
there’ll be a win and there will be a lose
you have to hold your head up high and
watch all the negative go by
don’t you ever be ashamed to cry
YOU GO AHEAD…
cuz life’s like a jump rope!
I want to tell you that everything will be okay
That everything will eventually turn itself to gold
Keep pushin through it all
Don’t follow, lead the way
Don’t lose yourself or your hope
Remember life’s like a jump rope!
I’m giving some big huge props to the band Blue October today for the incredible lyrics of Jump Rope. Amazing to see people who some would consider outside the “Christian” world, write and sing such beautiful and inspiring lyrics. It makes you realize, even if just a little, that everything is spiritual and God has connected all of in a way we may not ever fully understand until His kingdom is fully restored. Until then I’ll continue to support people like Blue October and realize there are myriad of ways to find God and see all he has created.
Flipped Switch
March 17, 2009
It’s an amazing and revealing feeling when the switch finally gets flipped and you realize why you’ve struggled to feel, to write, and to even sense a love for others. I’ve had trouble thinking of what I can write about and how to even put into words the way I’ve been feeling. A little empty would probably describe it the best, but I’ve not had any reason to feel that way. Life is good and God is blessing me more right now than he has at any other time in my life. But something has certainly been missing and I’ve been praying and asking God to just speak to me.
Yesterday, while listening to an interview pod-cast with Jamie Tworkowski, founder of TWLOHA (To Write Love On Her Arms) I believe God pointed out what my problem is. I’M COMFORTABLE! I could sense it in Jamie’s voice and in his sincere answers. He’s such a genuine and honest guy and he continually finds himself surrounded by hurting, depressed, and broken people. His organization is doing an unbelievably good job at raising awareness and pointing out how so many people deal with addictions, depression, and severe disorders that leave them feeling lost and alone.
I’m feeling comfortable because when I look around at the people in my life I don’t see very many who are oppressed. For the most part, the people in my circle are doing pretty well. Sure there are problems and issues that we’ve dealt with, but compared to the man living on the street in Dallas, I’d say we’re all doing pretty well.
I’m finally to a point where I have to stop and ask “am I getting my hands dirty?” What am I doing that is really helping people who are oppressed escape from their oppression and find the life that God wants us to all freely live? What am I doing that puts myself right in the middle of the battlefield where I might be able to help someone?
I think part of the reason I feel so comfortable is from a lack of challenge in my life. Most of that is my fault, because I’ve failed to read, seek out, and listen for those opportunities. I’ve not been pushing myself to find the areas that need the most help and I find myself settling for the status quo.
Understand, I’m not being unreasonably hard on myself. I am doing some really good things and helping children who are impoverished, but I do feel I have to stop and ask, how much I’m really making a difference. It’s easy to send the money, the shoes, or the food, but when we’re required to really get our hands dirty, it’s often a different story.
Where I go from here and what my next step should be is the hard question, but as I prayed this morning I felt an overwhelming sense that God was saying “meet your neighbors, ask them what you can pray about for them, and maybe you’ll find oppression you didn’t know was there!” Maybe if I will listen, trust in God, and do what I feel he’s asking me to do, my life won’t feel so complacent.




